Sitting here in tears

I hate sad movies. Unfortunately, Mum loves them. She likes things that make her cry. I, having shed enough tears in the last few years, try to avoid such things.
So, wonderful daughter that I am, I took her to see Away From Her. And now I can't stop crying. Alzheimers has to be the saddest illness there is. Not only that, I don't think I will ever have someone who loves me as much as Grant loved Fiona in the film. And that's what's really gotten to me. Just when I thought I had embraced my singledom and had decided to enjoy life and enjoy having an entire bed to myself to starfish in. Oh well, never will I ever have Julie Christie's beautiful blue eyes either. Well, poetically speaking, my eyes are extremely blue at the moment. Sniff.

Oh yes, I have decided I quite enjoy wearing a tiara. Just randomly. It's just one of those headband ones, so shouldn't embarass people too much to be seen with me. I realised tonight that I had forgotten to take it off after the concert, and then decided it didn't look too bad. And well, why should I have to justify wearing a tiara anyway?!